
Opened LJ just to look through my friend's pages (as usually), but then I saw that I did the last update in my LJ 25 weeks ago!! omg, I should improve the situation, I guess =)))
Actually, there's a lot to say. This year, at least the first half of it, was absolutely amazing, full of different events, and what's the most important to me: one of my craziest and biggest dreams came true =))))))))) i've been to 30STM gig! 3 gigs, actually =D and muz-tv awards ))) though the last one was a real shit, 30 were incredible! =))) and of course the Russian Echelon did an amazing job, all the support we gave to guys and that warm welcome..))) even I was surpised, I guess the guys were a bit shocked *lol*

(photo by devo4ka-marsianka)
Anyway, I like the fact that this year I've been already twice abroad, and I hope I will travel more..))) Of course I have to say a huge THANK YOU to 30Secs, because they were the main reason of my trips. I finally got my visa and went to France, Paris (in february) . That was good because I had the opportunity to practise my french, which is still not very good (malheureusement, c'est une langue que je ne comprendrai jamais, je pense) and I could also take a walk around the most beautiful city i've ever seen - Paris, and I've finally visited le Musee d'Orsay ^^ And then, the 8th February - 30 Seconds to Mars, le Zenith de Paris, second row, almost next to Tomo... wow! This was my first 30's gig and it was abso-fucking-lutely beautiful and unbelievable <333 I remember some details as if it was yesterday, for example the first song, which was Attack ( after O Fortuna! of course ^^ ) , when the curtain fell down and only then I realised - they are REAL, and I'm HERE, I see it!! Their multicoloured clothes of course =DD Tomo *heart* always sticking out his tounge and making faces during the concert. I was crying on R-evolve, i enjoyed this song before but on the concert it sounded so gorgeous <3 , i remember going totally mad after the show - hugging with echelons from different countries, sharing experiences and so on..))))))))))) that trip is something that always makes me smile everytime I think about it ^_^

Then, 3 months of brainfucking in the university and I my next trip to Germany =)))
This time it was much more interesting, because the people I went with and met in Germany were amazing! I love them all with all my heart! I couldn't even get a minute of rest because either they had some crazy ideas and plans on their minds or I just had to work as guide and nanny and some stuff like this.. but I've never actually had so much fun and it was a nice experience for me in fact ^_^ and I miss those days, really =))) Germany is also a beautiful country, we had a chance to visit Berlin and Hamburg (thanx again to 30 ^^ ), I also practised there, but this time my german, and I only speak a bit of it, but I'm sure it will improve because I'm studying german in the university ^_^ I've met my friend, who I haven't seen for 3 years. We were studying together in France, and when we returned home we were sending each other letters from time to time.. So, seeing that person again was extremely cool ^_^ I was enormously happy to meet Maren from German Echelon. She's a nice girl, nice to talk to and she's very creative, which attracts me very much in people )) She helped us with our tickets to Hamburg's show as well )))
And so, two more 30's gigs : in Berlin, Collumbia Halle, the 5th May (it could be a really nice and good gig, but the people and the organisation actually sucked, I'm sorry to admit this, but i was mostly frustrated, though 30 still gave an amazing gig =))) ). And Hamburg, the 6th May, Docks... ooh! this gig deserves the separate post =D Because this IS the MOST AMAZING show in my whole entire life!! Guys were doing everything perfect (as usually in fact =))))))) ), the crowd was amazing and so united, and I merely remeber I completely lost my mind when i heard the first chords of Fallen coming out..)))) trying to describe farther this gig is absolutely meaningless, because there'll be emotions, emotions and one more time emotions, and nothing close to connected speech *lol* When we went out of the venue I really thought that the best thing to do then was to die, because I was incredibly happy and I still am ^_____^ I had a chance to take a picture with Tomo, which made me completely insane! %)))

I came to the conclusion that dreams come true, if you really-really want them to, you just have to make an effort, to hope and believe in it ^__^
well, and just a lil' bit more than a week ago 30 performed on muz-tv awards. I finally realised and felt the power of Russian Echelon =)))))) if there's something we do together, we do it best ^_^ We put a Name Stone for 30 on Arbat street:

(photo made by Elain (not sure, but I guess >< )
i'm still trying to come back to an ordinary life, but I think it's just impossible, and maybe that's better ^__^ I love my Echelon family, I love guys, they totally changed my life and made it kinda complete and amazing..))))
Well, maybe i'm happy, I think I'm just happy.. (c)